I have been kind of down in the dumps, due to the fact that I have not been having alot of success lately in various aspects of my life.
Business (sales are really quiet now) so in the next couple of months I will have zero income.
Kids - I feel like I have lost control and they are acting up, and two of them are doing, like, NOTHING in school despite the fact that one is of quite average ability and the other is very very bright and very capable, so it is very disappointing to me, and I have no idea what to do with them to make things change...
Also the economy is bad, all the food prices have gone up so shopping is disappointing...
I need some repairs done on my house and dont really have the money for it...
Next school year my expenses will go up by a few hundred dollars a month, and I have no idea how I will cover that, since I am not really covering my tuition this year. My pizza bagels just burnt. And on top of it all I keep reminding myself that everyone is healthy BH and I have no excuse to be down. So I feel really guilty about it.
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Perhaps it won't make you feel better to hear someone has it worse because after all whatever situation you are in there there is always someone who has it worse.But still facingt he realties of the average person in Lakewood you do seem to be amongst the half with the smaller problems.You do have a couple of children , a house etc.Look at all the people in cramped basements or worse.Presumbly your children who aren't 'doing anything' in school at least aren't in therapy, SCHI or what have you.I'm guessing your dumpy mood will pass.
yeah, it will. hopefully sooner rather than later. it makes me antsy, too.
Oh don't feel guilty.
Those are certainly reasons to feel down...and there's nothing wrong with feeling down once in awhile.
I actually feel guilty using someone elses tzaros to make myself feel better....
Just work on being mekabel everything be'ahava and believing its all somehow for the good...
Good luck
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